Ink I have:
Alpha symbol- low-inner left arm.
[from the Hewbrew Lang, meaning strength]
Dove - right foot; symbolizing peace and love



Ink I want:
Thimble or Paintbrush - behind right ear; this symbolizing my mother and grandmother
Softball or Air Force Wings - behind left ear; symoblizing my father and grandfather
Trishula or Lotus symbol- right arm opposite the Aplha represents beauty and non-attachmen
Ying Yang - back of neck center; symbolizing peace
Shield Knot - left foot symbolizing prot

So photoshop won't work on my laptop for some reason. I am sorry for not having any art at all for a while. hopefully I will begin my art ways pretty soon. I am going to be doing some things with my friends and i think i will have some photos for you in a little while.

as for my life:

it is really going great for me. I am in the best relationship i have ever know. I serious love that boy. I can't wait till we are able to make a life together.

as for work. I was a courier at a big law firm in town at the beginning of the year. mid summer they decided they didn't like the rebel type and fired my ass. about two months later i get a job at a bridal studio in town. the only probably is I don't start till Aug. 28. AHAHAH! oh well. second job come and find me!

life is all good.
my bf is the best.
christmas sucked.
new years should be amazing.
and i love all the shit about my life.
you should definately be jealous of it. 

My life is practically perfect in every way right now. *knocks on wood* I am doing ok in school, I have this amazing guy in my life and he has become my best friend and my lover, I am realizing my wrong doings and doing more rights, making friends with people I once hurt, and all that bullshit. I am splendid with the way my life is heading.

I found out my friends' dad died last week. It is very sad to hear (or read in some cases) about this news. At first i couldn't believe it and thought it was nothing mere of a joke. This chick could never joke about something this serious. I have been afraid to talk to her lately, I don't want her to get more upset than she already is probably. She needs me though, I wish I could run up to her and give her a nice warm hug for a day, but i can't. She lives too far away. I hope everything is going well. I just thought she'd like to know that I will be here for her always always. I miss you Gina. Things will brighten up someday soon.

Now, for some happy news...I got an ealry berfday present. Oh and I absofuckinglutely love it. Basically it is orgasmic. The best thing since hooked on phonics.

Zach is doing a lot better I hear. < [link] > check for updates.

The only real bad news is work. It's always bad things about work. Well, this time one of my best friends that I work with is leaving me in this hell house. She is moving to the Govenor Square Mall and work at the fine jewlery counter in Dillard's. I am happy for her, but also mad because I won't get to see her anymore. Ass. I think I am going to get a new job over the holidays. I want a day job and afternoon classes. That'd be a pretty sweet deal right there.

so there is someone special in my life.
all i can say is that i am truely happy for once in my life.
he makes me feel really good about myself.
he doesn't care that im not that pretty, or skinny.
he likes me because i am true.
honesty is the best way.
i won't lie to him, not ever.
i think life is just grande right now.

i will soon have some photography of my Travis pretty soon.
everytime we hangout i forget to take out the camera.
i will friday night though. MOVIE NIGHT.
i am really excited.