My life is practically perfect in every way right now. *knocks on wood* I am doing ok in school, I have this amazing guy in my life and he has become my best friend and my lover, I am realizing my wrong doings and doing more rights, making friends with people I once hurt, and all that bullshit. I am splendid with the way my life is heading.

I found out my friends' dad died last week. It is very sad to hear (or read in some cases) about this news. At first i couldn't believe it and thought it was nothing mere of a joke. This chick could never joke about something this serious. I have been afraid to talk to her lately, I don't want her to get more upset than she already is probably. She needs me though, I wish I could run up to her and give her a nice warm hug for a day, but i can't. She lives too far away. I hope everything is going well. I just thought she'd like to know that I will be here for her always always. I miss you Gina. Things will brighten up someday soon.

Now, for some happy news...I got an ealry berfday present. Oh and I absofuckinglutely love it. Basically it is orgasmic. The best thing since hooked on phonics.

Zach is doing a lot better I hear. < [link] > check for updates.

The only real bad news is work. It's always bad things about work. Well, this time one of my best friends that I work with is leaving me in this hell house. She is moving to the Govenor Square Mall and work at the fine jewlery counter in Dillard's. I am happy for her, but also mad because I won't get to see her anymore. Ass. I think I am going to get a new job over the holidays. I want a day job and afternoon classes. That'd be a pretty sweet deal right there.